My Best Friend 3 – Fear and Admittance


Most of my day had been uneventful. I had already had my first class with Amanda and given her my reply. She didn’t say anything as we walked to the classes we had together. I haven’t gotten a reply at all. It has been nerve racking because I expected us to at least talk or her give me a note before now. Now here I sit in my last class bored out of my mind with only ten minutes left before school is over for the day. I sat there contemplating if I should write her another note of my own accord. Try to explain my experiences in Europe and the girl I lost my virginity better. Or was my first note a good explanation? Before I could make my decision the bell rang signaling that school was over for the day. The sound had startled me because I was lost in my train of thought . The sound of the bell sounded completely foreign to me, I was that deep in my thoughts. I sighed to myself. I either had too much to think about or I just needed to get myself out of this funk. I thought to myself trying to remember how I was before I lost my virginity. I could remember before I didn’t have a care in the world and normally didn’t think this much. Before I did my homework, my grades were above a B average, I played sports, and I could talk to Amanda without having too many problems or being this nervous. So what had changed in that amount of time? I was so lost in thought trying to remember everything and trying to figure out what was going on, I didn’t notice she was waiting for me again. “Do you mind if I join you as you walk home?” I nearly jumped out of my skin. I tried to calm myself as I looked at her. She was smiling at me. I smiled back, “Sure.” We walked all the way to her house without saying a single word. I expected her to gossip about how this girl wore this or this guy ankara escort looked like a complete dweeb today. But she just kept her eyes forward, she didn’t look at me. She didn’t say anything. Ok, now I was beginning to get scared that my answer in my note pissed her off or something. I wanted to say something to make her feel better or at least test the waters to see what she was thinking. But it was too late. By the time I had found my voice to say anything we were already at her house. I was about to say my good byes, tell her I’ll see her in the morning, and curse to myself as I walked home for not saying anything. She looked over her shoulder as she walked up to her house, “Are you coming?” I looked at her in disbelief. She obviously saw my reaction in my face as she turned around to face me. “I thought we were going to do our homework together just in case I run into any problems you are there to help me.” I shook my head snapping my attention, “Yeah sorry.”. And I followed her into her house. We sat in her room quietly for a few moments doing our homework. Well actually I had finished all my homework in my last class of the day because the teacher didn’t face the class once as she talked. Which gave me the opportunity to do all my work. Finally after arguing with myself for a few moments and decided to break the ice, “Did you read my note?” She simply stated as she didn’t look up from her homework, “Sure did.” I rolled my hand at her and realized she couldn’t see what I was doing. “And…..????” She put down her pencil and looked at me. “And what?” I looked at her seeing that she didn’t want to talk about it. But the level of quietness we had going was beginning to make me nervous. Like she was going to go back against her word. “What did ankara escort bayan you think?” She looked at me seeing that I was nervous. “I thought that it looked like that you don’t want to talk about your first time so that’s fine. I’ll just wait for you to tell me the truth on your own accord not by me forcing the issue.” I sighed, “So you really want to know what happened?” She looked at me, “That would be nice.” I looked at her and decided to go for broke. This whole not telling her and trying to avoid the issue was beginning to put a strain on our friendship. One I didn’t want to lose. Mainly I just didn’t want to lose her. I looked at her, “Fine I’ll tell you.” She closed her books, sat up, and smiled. “Great but do you mind if I get comfortable first?” I nodded and turned around so I couldn’t see her change or anything like that. Actually I wanted to tell her go ahead but I was being nice. Didn’t want to admit EVERYTHING all at once. Just one thing at a time. Virginity talk now. Crush talk later. After a few moments and hearing her fumble around trying to find and change into comfortable clothes. I finally heard her, “Ok you can turn around again.” I turned around to see her in a pair of sweats where she had cut the legs off to mid thigh and a plain white shirt to where I could see she wasn’t wearing a bra any longer. I looked at her and felt a smile creep up my face, “Feel better.” She looked at me with an obvious smile, “Of course.” She sat on her bed and leaned forward, “Ok now you can tell me everything of the girl you lost your v shirt to.” I smiled as I sighed, “Fine. Like my note said her name was Jessie. She was a nice girl.” Immediately Amanda interrupted me, “What did Jessie look like?” I sighed hoping that Amanda wouldn’t escort ankara want to know that, “She looked sort of like you. Maybe 5’4″, 120lbs or so, brown hair, hazel eyes.” She smiled at me, “Did she have a bigger cup size than me?” I smiled at her, “She was about the same size. Probably a cup bigger. Anyways as I was saying Jessie and I were hanging out for a few days. She has teaching me some French and pretty much translated everything for me wherever we went.” Amanda smiled, “I guess that was nice of her.” I laughed, “Yeah beat using a language book trying to say things like ‘I’ll have the chicken Alfredo’ or ‘No I’ll have this’ and point to the item on the menu after I translate it from my book.” I sighed, “Anyways some how sex came up in one of our conversations on my last day in Le Mans before I was supposed to go off to the next town for like three or four days.” Amanda interrupted me, “Where you admitted you were a virgin?” I nodded, “Right.” “So later that night after I had already gone to bed and everything. She came to my door and woke me up.” “I answered the door in just my boxers and saw her. I asked her what was going on. She told me that she wanted to do something where I’d remember her by and immediately pinned me up against the wall and kissed me.” Amanda was leaning forward paying attention to all the details intently listening. I watched as Amanda straightened up and looked at me with a sly smile on her face. “Hey I have an idea. How about you show me what happened that night? That way I have an idea how everything went down.” I thought to myself that this would probably be a very very bad idea. She looked at me with those puppy dog eyes when she’s trying to win an argument. I sighed, “Ok. If you want to then that’s cool I guess.” She stood up and looked at me, “So what should I do?” I thought about it and scratched my head, “Well where do you want to start?” I watched as Amanda thought about it and finally came to her conclusion, “How about we start from the beginning?” I looked at her, “Ok.

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