The Realization I wanted to try and write something a little different, hope you enjoy it. Please let me know your thoughts. My boss and I walked to the coat check to get his wife’s and your jackets. It’s the end of a very enjoyable business dinner with the sales staff of the company I work for. While you had not met anyone there before, you handled yourself even better than I thought you would. My mind though was thinking back to a comment by my boss about how my numbers were again the highest in the company as a result of my complete self-control of my emotions with all situations most of the time. That was the part bothering me, he said “most”. I had heard his little speech before and he always said all the time not most. I was wondering what had made the change, possibly a complaint from a client. No; that he would call me on right away. Just as I was about to ask him, he turned and handed me your jacket and said “she is special, beautiful and smart, never seen you with that look on your face you had tonight.” That was it; I quickly snapped “that’s two statements tonight you have made that bursa escort leaves your little hidden meanings, what’s up” A smirk came across his face as he looked pass me and with a bit of a chuckle said, “Oh right on time girls, we already have your coats.” I turned to see his wife and you walking towards us and put away the thought of catching up with the S.O.B. until Monday morning. I smiled before giving you a small kiss and helping you on with your coat and the four of us walked out to the parking lot. I said my goodnights to his wife and then turned to him and gave an extra hard hand shake as I told him I would see him Monday morning. I walked the short distance to my car and opened the passenger door. I looked back to see George and Sally both giving you a big hug goodnight. I smiled thinking again to myself how well you had handled what could have been an uncomfortable night for you. You then came over and slide into the car and as I closed your door, George smiled over the roof of his car and said “don’t worry you’re a bright guy, you will figure it out.” He then jumped into his bursa escort bayan car and drove off as I slide behind the wheel. As I drove back to my place the comments kept going through my mind until I felt your hand on my upper thigh and heard you ask, “What’s wrong have I done something to upset you?” I quickly gave my brain an unseen shake, “no, you didn’t do anything wrong, if fact you couldn’t have done anything more right than you did tonight.” Seeing a smile come across your face that lights up the car I continued, “It’s just a couple things my boss said tonight that are bothering me” I then told you about the usually in control comment and that I pride myself on my ability to control my emotions which give me an advantage in negotiating. You tell me it was probably just a slip and then ask, “What was the other thing?” I smile and tell you, “you’re probably right let’s just forget it, it has been a great night, and I hope you enjoyed yourself. I know I play the company politics and didn’t always look after you tonight.” You assure me that you had a wonderful time and fully escort bursa enjoyed talking to the various people I work with. “Yes they are great people and it was obvious they took a liking to you as well” then I added “George doesn’t usually listen to his employees that well never mind a girlfriend of one.” I feel your hand squeeze my thigh as it inches higher and you lean over to kiss me gently on the neck. “It didn’t bother you that I was involved in the company conversations did it?” you ask with a concerned voice. I laugh as I assure you that while I am usually the centre of attention in conversations because I like it that way, I didn’t mind at all and had to admit you talked more intelligently than some others I work with. Then turning to look at you while stopped at an intersection I pull you to me and kiss you deeply before looking into your beautiful blue eyes and telling you “I was very proud to have such a smart and beautiful woman by my side tonight.” As I look at you and see your face turn from concern to sheer delight another funny feeling comes over me that I can’t quite shake or figure out but whatever it is gives me a warm feeling inside. The honk of the car behind me telling me to get through the intersection wakes me from my fog and I continue down the road. A short distance later I pulled into the drive and parked the car.