Morgan awoke to a cold bed and fear in her heart. Having opened her eyes, she jolted upright and looked around the room. Christian was nowhere to be seen. He’d left. He had fucked her and he’d left her.Excruciating pain welled up inside her chest and tears filled her eyes. She pulled up the blanket to cover her naked body, feeling ashamed, stupid, and dirty, despite having anticipated that this could happen. Intense pain shot through her limbs and she felt her heart would just give out. Sadness quickly turned to anger as tears rolled down her cheeks. She rested her head on her knees and sobbed. Terrible thoughts ran through her mind, bringing on so many different emotions that she sobbed even harder. Distracted by her sorrow, she didn’t hear the door knob turning. It was only when the door creaked loudly as it opened that she looked up to see Christian holding a small white bag in his right hand and a drink carrier in his left. He closed the door with a foot before facing Morgan. His smile disappeared when he saw her red face and he knew she’d been crying. “What’s wrong?” he asked, frantically laying his goods on the bedside nightstand. He sat on the edge of the bed and started to reach out to touch her but he pulled back his arm. Morgan’s eyes darted to him, then to the bag, and back to him before she cleared her throat and asked, “What’s that?” “Coffee and a few bagels,“ he said. “I thought you’d be hungry and we both like coffee first thing in the morning. I’ve been to the cafe to grab us something.” Morgan’s sense of disbelief at his actions made her angry and she blurted, ”Why are you still here?”Shock spread across his face but the look switched to concern as he put the pieces together. “Did you think I’d left? Is that why you were crying?” She turned her body and pressed her back against the wall, never taking her gaze off him and trying not to shed more tears. She didn’t want him to see her cry. It would be more than pathetic and that was the last thing she wanted to be right now.”It would make sense if you had,” she said in a wounded tone.Shame fell over his features and his head drooped. Morgan felt a stirring in her lower belly, knowing that she would end up alone after all this.Christian took a deep breath before he returned to her gaze. “Look, I know what happened was incredibly unexpected,” he said, “and I’m sorry that I’ve put you in a compromising position. But I would never leave you without some sort of explanation. I care about you too much to hurt you like that.” He reached out a hand to offer comfort but Morgan scooted further away. She needed to put up some kind of barrier before she had to face the inevitable loss of her best friend. Perhaps it would help make a difference in the end. Christian Escort Pendik lowered his hand to his side and sighed. “I know you probably have a lot going through your mind right now but we do need to talk about last night. I barely slept. I was thinking about what to do.” The ache welled in Morgan’s chest again and she knew that he was going to leave and go back to Katherine. She was actually going to lose him so soon after getting him. In that moment, she wanted to beg him to stay, something she never lowered herself to do. But she needed Christian in her life and whatever would get him to stay, she was willing to do in that moment. “I’m not sure what all of this is or where it’s all going,” he said while Morgan tried to swallow the lump in her throat and hold back her tears. “But I do know that I enjoyed myself last night.”Morgan felt her body relaxing as she continued to stare at him. Her head was swimming with mixed emotions, happiness and disbelief slowly making their way through her. “We’ve been really good friends since you’ve come here and I can’t deny the connection that we’ve had from the very beginning,” he said. “You understand me and that’s why you’re my best friend. I just didn’t think it was that kind of connection until I kissed you. I mean, I’ve always loved you but I never thought about being able to love you in that way.” Christian took a long sigh, then carried on. “I shouldn’t have put you in this position. Last night, while you slept, I tried to go through scenarios of how to end our friendship, continue our friendship, and I even entertained the possibility of trying something else. I mean, I was wracking my brain for hours.”Morgan was filled with hope at the thought of having a real relationship with Christian and loved that he thought he could have one with her, too, but she still felt a ping of pain in her chest. He could still choose to leave at any moment and she would never hear from him again. The wait became more of a crushing weight as each second passed. Still, she never spoke. “I thought about last night with Kat and who it was I needed to be with after everything exploded, and that person was you. I came to the conclusion that I didn’t want to ignore our connection and, even now, I still feel it. I mean, I was excited at bringing you breakfast and I wanted to just sit down and eat it with you. “I’m not sure why it’s there, or when it got there, but you’re always the person I run to… always. I realized that you’re the person I can be honest with, and I can be myself with you. You make me laugh and keep me happy, regardless of what’s going on. You’ve always done that. I know last night wasn’t ideal but when you told me that you loved me, Beykoz escort I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t stop myself and I didn’t want to in all honesty.” He paused, rubbing the back of his neck. “I know that you probably may not want to try anything given the nature of things right now but I would love to give this, whatever it is, a try. So, I thought maybe we could go on a real date? Tonight?” The question was met with silence but he stumbled on, “You know, since neither of us has anything better to do with our week, anyway. And I know you like movies and there’s that one you wanted to see so I thought we could go out to din -“Before Christian could finish his rambling explanation, Morgan leaped onto him, placing her lips against his and wrapping him in her arms. She tackled him hard enough that he lost his balance and they screamed, tumbling onto the floor. Blankets and all. They howled with laughter and tried to make themselves comfortable on the floor. Half of Morgan’s body was still on top of Christian, her arms around his neck. She had a huge smile on her face. His hands were on the small of her back and the feel of them pressing against her naked flesh sent shock waves of excitement through her body. “I always liked seeing you smile,” he admitted, smiling. Joy filled every inch of her once again and she leaned up to place a softer, more passionate kiss on his lips. She took her time, slowly sliding her tongue between and along his lips, offering him not just her kiss but all of her. Morgan had held her emotions back for far too long. Like water gushing through a breached dam, she felt free and wanted him to know just how deep her love ran. She wanted to show him that there was never any question about her feelings from the moment they met and that she would gladly spend the rest of her days with him if he would allow it. She let out a small moan when his hands gently slid up her back, his fingertips stroking her skin. Christian opened his mouth and their tongues danced, sensually gliding around each other. Morgan felt hot, not from lust, but from love. She allowed her feelings for Christian to flood her and dictate every move. She wanted him to feel how much she needed him, regardless of how sudden everything was, and damn the consequences that would inevitably follow. The man she adored and had wanted for so long was finally kissing her, loving her the way she had always dreamed, and she was determined to show him how much he meant to her. Then maybe, just maybe, he would realize that he needed her, too. She placed loving kisses on the line of his jaw and along his neck. She slipped her hands inside his shirt and up his hairless chest, feeling the heat pouring from Cevizli escort bayan him. But that wasn’t enough. She desperately wanted more of their flesh pressed together. She straddled his body and leaned down to kiss him while reaching below for the button on his pants. Once undone, she crawled down his body, giving kisses and tugging at his pants and boxers until they bunched at his ankles.Christian kicked off his shoes and Morgan tossed aside his pants and boxers. Looking up, she saw that he was as excited as she was, raising his shirt over his head to leave them naked. She crawled up his body to straddle his waist, covering his sex with hers. Placing her hands on his chest, she slowly rocked back and forth. His hardness pressed against her, creating the most wonderful friction, rapidly turning her heat into a roaring flame. Christian’s hands roamed from her hips, up her sides, and over her breasts. She closed her eyes, committing everything to memory. She focused on the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath her hand, his manly scent, and his hands squeezing her breasts. Unconditional love poured out of her. She felt his hands move along her collarbones, on her shoulders, then up to cup her face. She placed light kisses on his palms before opening her eyes and returning his steady gaze. She took time to kiss each of his fingers while they continued to stare into each other’s eyes. Morgan watched Christian’s eyes widen, his chest rising and falling in rapid succession when she reached behind her to take hold of his length and guide him to her entrance. Christian closed his eyes, took a ragged breath, and Morgan lowered onto him. They moaned as she inched down and he pushed up. Morgan relished the feel of his body as he began to take her to new heights with a steady, pulsating rhythm. At first, he slowly pushed inside her but, as Morgan responded, his thrusts became faster and more primal. She writhed on top of him, enjoying all he had to offer. Their fingers curled around each other in a tight lock while their bodies worked in unison. Morgan felt nothing but love and happiness in that moment and, when she leaned down to kiss him, Christian met her halfway, pressing his lips to hers. He sat up to wrap Morgan in his warm, loving embrace as she continued to raise her hips, riding his length. She tangled her fingers in his hair and moaned softly in his ear, increasing their desire and pushing them closer to the edge of release. He buried his face in her chest and placed frantic, light kisses over her breasts before taking one of her nipples between his teeth. He rolled his tongue in a circular motion and the sensation made her head spin. She moaned louder and rode him faster and harder, each plunge sucking him deeper inside. Pleasure and passion washed over her as they continued to explore each other. Soon, she felt his sex become rigid and her walls tightened around him.They continued to make love on the floor and, for Morgan, nothing could have ever felt better than it did at that very moment.