First time bottom
At some time I discovered myself being sexually attracted to men and especially to cocks. I don’t know anymore how exactly I got into it, but I started to watch gay porn and enjoyed it more and more often. I already saw myself in the part of giving pleasure aka the bottom one, but wasn’t too sure about it yet. So the point was there where I wanted to experience it myself, so I signed up at a gay website for primarily meet-ups.
I created my profile and wrote in my profile text, that I’m unexperienced and wanted to test out some stuff. I uploaded a pic of my naked upper body, but without my face. I wanted to be anonymous in case someone would identify me or save my picture. I still don’t share identifiable pictures of myself on these pages. As a young and slim guy it doesn’t take long to get messages from many guys. They seemed all to be nice and many came directly to the point – mostly with nudes of them too. It made me pretty horny that so many guys were hot on me, but it took some days to find someone that seemed to be fitting for me.
We had a nice and hot chat on what we wanted to do. He would bring condoms in case I was willing to get fucked. So we made out day and time, I named him a street and position where he will find me. Of course it was late at night, I sneaked out of my house and went to the meeting point. He shortly arrived after me and I stepped in his car. We drove to a hidden place near the woods.
We stepped out, both wearing sweatpants – I could already see a bump of his dick. I started to get hard as he grabbed in my crotch, I also grabbed his dick trough the pants. It was almost hard and pretty big, but I liked to touch it. He got down on me, pulled down my pants and started to suck me. The feeling was pretty good, but awkward too.
I already was close to cum, so I said that I will suck him. I got on my knees, pulled his pants down and his big dick looked at my face. I started to suck him and it felt not as good as I expected, but with him moaning I continued for a while. Then he asked if I would try to put his dick up my ass. I refused towards the strange feeling and the fear of his big cock. As he was close to cum we jerked off each other and left the place.
So at home I was not satisfied and thought that I’m not into it anymore, I said to myself I won’t do it again.
Some days passed by, meanwhile I only watched straight porn and never lost a thought about gay stuff… one day as I scrolled down a porn website (I usually just search for some scenario and click directly on a video through a search machine) I got some gay porn recommended.
I thought about what was happened, but clicked on it anyway. I immediately got hard and after some watching, I returned to the gay page for meet-ups. Many new messages were in my inbox, the guy which I met up wrote that he liked it and wanted to repeat it. I ignored him and looked up for some other guy. His dick was just to big, I wanted to try it again with someone else. I answered all messages from guys who seemed nice and one guy I kept writing with over some days. He persuaded me to try anal sex because his dick wasn’t too big. Till we met, I tried to finger myself and it felt not that bad after some times.
This time we met at daylight, so we drove to some lonely place in the woods. Still in the car, he pulled out his hard dick and wanted me to suck it. At this point my dick started to grow, so I leaned over and sucked him. It still felt a bit strange, but his dick fit way better in my mouth… I enjoyed it kind of. After 3-4 minutes of sucking he said: “Let’s get to the trunk, there we have more space.”
He opened the trunk. “Pull down your pants and lean over”, he said. I just followed his tasks and leaned over the open trunk. Lube, condoms and a towel were lying in there. He grabbed, knead and spanked my ass, I enjoyed it without saying anything. Then he put a condom on his dick, got some lube on my hole and started to finger me gently. Shortly after I could feel his dick touching my butt. My dick was still hard as he slowly pushed his dick against my hole. He knew that I was a virgin and promised to be careful. It started to hurt a bit and he asked if I was okay. I said I was fine and that he should kept going.
Now with one burst he pushed his whole dick in my ass. I groaned… my dick turned rock hard and although it hurt, it felt so damn good. “That feels good to your little pussy am I right”, he said while he started to fuck me. “Fuck yes” I moaned. He started to wank my dick while he fucked harder and faster. Just after one minute my dick exploded with cum as he moaned that he cums. That was also noticeable through his few last hard bumps that clapped against my butt.
That was one of the best fucks I ever had although it was quite short.